System Crash

This week has been particularly challenging - or rather the last 4 days. 

I woke up in a funk on Saturday morning only to roll into work 3 hours early (to wrap up pending projects and a broadcast) to have my computer crash on me.  In 7 years - a completely corrupted, crash.  I was beside myself.  I had a concert to record in 4 hours and if you know how much time it takes to rebuild a Windows system - it simply wasn't going to happen.

Thankfully our household holds two iLok keys with three systems set up for ProTools 11 and our very own RME UFX.  I know to some that all sounds like a different language - so let me translate: OUR systems saved the day!  Along with my mantra of never, NEVER saving documents and files to anything but external hard drives and ALWAYS backing up to DVD.

I have never had a system crash on me quite like this before.  I have ALWAYS been able to restore in the past.  I traced it back to a recent install I had to let the firewall down for - that had to have been it.  

That being said - I feel like for the last 4 days I have turned into the Grinch at home.  I have been trying to install - uninstall - reinstall and re-build a system which takes a LOT of time and a LOT of patience (legacy software combined with updated versions equals GIANT headache!).

Not leaving me much patience or time for my little kiddo and partner in crime (who really helped saved the day - in more ways than I can even begin to explain!).  I feel like I have been a horrible mother.  Super irritable and not giving Soren the time he needs and deserves.

this is Soren 'CRASH!!!!' - ing on the couch

Which leaves me reflecting about this job and the work that I do.  I have learned that when I am with my family - I am WITH my family.  Mind, spirit and body.  Whole heartedly.  Work will wait.  And truthfully, my loyal clients - this in turn, makes me more useful to you and a better engineer.  Just as my clients want me to be present for them and their work (much of the time *wink), I need to be present for my Son, my Partner and most of all for Myself.

This weekend wasn't just about a system crash, but a very, very personal one as well.  

Lately - Cabin Fever

Alright Winter.  I like yah - really I do.  But seriously - the snow? the ice??  the insanely arctic temperatures!?!

We have a high dose of cabin fever in this house and I am running out of sensory play activities to keep our very active toddler busy.  Today, we even opted to paint some hideous side tables with our very own chalkboard paint!

Ok, Winter - I take it back.  A little bit - you have forced us to get more creative.  But I do miss the woods and the warm sun.  Here is what we've been up to! (and yes - we did go out today.  The 20's are high-ish temps and Soren couldn't take it anymore.  But it didn't take long until his 'hands were cold!  gotta warm 'em up!')

Soren was separating the 'clean' ice from the 'slushy' ice.  I love how he dictates everything he is doing!

Even August is getting sick of being cooped up.  I catch her gazing, longingly out the window.

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Soren decided it was cold outside and he needed a warmer, comfier bed in his tent - but August was to join him.  'we will be warmer, too-gever! momma!'

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Soren and I painted these roughed up side tables we had.  I think it is much approved - I will try to snag a before and after pic.  We made our own chalkboard paint.  It's super easy - follow this link here.  We had some extra grout from another DIY project (the cold forces me into DIY mode... and searching for tasty recipes.  Ok, Winter - you win again!).

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Just wrapped this one up.  Thanks Elaine for the recommendation!  It was really quite good.  Can't wait to see the movie this year!

There you have it folks.  We are surviving the Winter and truthfully having a blast.  Pappa and I have been pretty swamped with work - but Soren has been such a trooper!  He really knows how to make the best of it!

insta-lately...

I probably sound like a broken record - but it is so crazy busy around here!  Not so much running around but fitting in time to mix, edit and master during nap times and early mornings.  We are having more success with schedules AND I finally got my calendar system down for the year.  

It seems archaic, but I went with the simple binder route, printed my iCalendar and found a super simple 'weekly' insert.  Its huge - but it also fits in ALL the cards, letters, addresses, pre-k paperwork and other nonsense in the folders and between pages.  It works for me.  Much better than trying to keep it all digital or in a conservative, cute little planner.  Function over form this time around.

So, I feel a need for a catch up with instagram.  This is what we've been up to:

the epic cold temps means we have been staying inside... A LOT.  but that doesn't keep us from playing with the snow!

we got hit pretty hard with the colds this year, hanging around for about three weeks or so.  we are knocking out whatever is left and preventing more with super foods and humidifiers. 

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Soren's seahorse.  yesterday he handed this to me and said 'look momma, i drew you a seahorse!'  my response was, in shock 'wow, buddy!  that is an impressively accurate seahorse - I am so impressed.' negative points montessori mom.  but seriously - incredible right?  this is getting framed and going up at work - healthy reminders of what is important and credible.  motherhood is by far the greatest and coolest thing i have EVER done!